Newbie's day & feelings.. =)

This is not the first time iM wriTtin a bLog.
But.. thiS is thE fiRst timE im blogging hEre. =P (It soundS a liTTle 'ulu') haha.
waT 2 d0? im alawaz a liTtle sl0wer compared to othEr's paCe! kekeeke. HowevA, thrS also aDvantAge foR bein sl0w~~~ haha.. c0z i kinDa likE d naMe which mY frens used to cal me : "SLOW~LEE"... SuitS me weLL. haha. c0mplimEnts.. u noe....... haha

At tz moment rite n0w, i felT darN sleEppppyyyy.. haha
tHOugh, i wouLd like to j0t d0wn somE of mY feelings for thEse few days =)

I was glad tat nth happened after the incident on Monday nIte.
Although i was reaLLy maD on tAt 'black monday', i tried to control my teMper on tueS.
.....N...... i finAlly did iT!!!! so i jZ react like normal wheN i get bck homE.

s0mone told me i hV become mature, i do noT feeL so & i dO not wan to bE 0nE to00000...
haha.

Why?? simPly because of... i do Not wanT anYboDy to juDge me by sayIng tAt : "i nevEr tot Tat a pers0n matUre likE you will do sUch misTakE o this kiNd of sTupid Decision"
I jz feLt inSulted.


y canT a maTure perSon or to-be 20yrs old person make miStake?
ya... the pRob might cReate HAVOC.. hehehe..(oNe of thE way to c0veR myself evRytime)

if i do n0t cOnsole mySelf by usIn tz "self-cured" metHod, i woulD be stAyin wif thE pplE in tAnjung RambutaN riTe now.. hahaha. as i m d tYpe tAt canT coPe and dEal wif sTress.. hehe.


still i Do not noE y i Felt guilTy because of thaT iNcidenT
(i stormed homE) *pRObably pMs* hahaha.. i m s0rry f0r hurTin 'u' all to0. siNcerEly. =)

loVe ya mEichern =P